New photos update: Morning Paddle:
Have a nice weekend!
New photos update: Morning Paddle:
Have a nice weekend!
New photos update: Morning Rituals:
Good morning My lovies! Here’s a glimpse of how My mornings flow each day. (Photos inside are larger.) It’s simple, varies slightly depending on My mood. I know a lot of you boys love foot worship, so I will make new morning ritual foot worship photos or video tomorrow!
Have a great weekend. 🙂
New writing and video update: Sun Goddesses.
I’m of the opinion that every Woman should know what it feels like to use a slave at least once in Her life. But to be more to the point, I believe every Woman should have a slave of Her own, as a birthright. Our bodies are designed to create life. A man’s body is designed for physical work. He doesn’t create life: he serves it. And what greater thing to serve than the very giver of life: a Female. The romantic male hero is self-deprecating, servile, and risks everything for the Lady, the Princess, or the Femme Fatale. The Female is the source of life from which the derivative and parasitic male emerges. Wombless, his breasts are dry: he is no muse, nor is he pursued by virtue of his existence. Men must strive to build from themselves something worthy. He is the sweet dog at Her feet, with his eyes beaming in admiration, begging for an order, a task to make Her happy, or the serpent in Her garden, wrapping around Her legs, obsessed with the portal that bore him into the world—seeking to penetrate it and renew himself somehow within. Man is nothing but a construct: a hollow tool designed for a particular purpose: to serve and please his Goddess, and honor and empower all Females alike.
When our sexual tastes aren’t perfectly aligned with what society allows us to enjoy, the bar of difficulty in finding someone to love, and one that will be receptive to that love, rises substantially higher. There are some men who, despite their sexual orientations, enjoy imitating Women, and this act of transformation is self-arousing. Men with this form of cross-dressing fetish engage in what is called “autogynephilia,” and it’s one of the hardest things they endure in the attempt to be accepted in intimate relationships. Autogynephilia’s Greek translation is “love of oneself as a Woman,” and is a term coined in 1989 by Dr. Raymond Blanchard to refer to a man’s tendency to be sexually aroused by the image of himself as a Woman.
We live in a world that is widely sensational and ill-informed, and because of this, a great deal of ignorance exists regarding men with these preferences. The first (and perhaps most obvious) misconception is that such men must be homosexual. The simple fact of a male finding arousal in seeing himself as a Female doesn’t necessarily mean he’s sexually oriented toward males: many are heterosexual and still desire a relationship with a Woman. Therein lies the rub: a man coming to terms with this reality often finds himself severely stereotyped. If he’s too open about it— there will likely be a price paid for that openness, and one that will, in all likelihood, be paid through distress, isolation, and depression. Because of this, he’ll usually retreat into the security of conventional relationships and sanctioned sexual expressions allotted to his sex, or the auspices of these things, in the very least. He’ll marry a Woman and secret away his underlying urges under the naive yet prevailing logic that he can hide it all. But as Phillip K. Dick once wrote, Reality denied comes back to haunt. What is pushed underground eventually finds its way up into in the picturesque world of normalcy, slowly infecting its waters with angst and frustration. Perhaps a man in this situation thinks he can vent his desires secretly beyond the knowledge of his Wife, but this is a fool’s errand: sooner or later, the Wife, having lived with him under the terminal assumption of his normalcy, discovers the truth. His secrets are often not well understood or accepted especially when found out this way. In fact, the truth of his entire person may very well come under question, and She’s justified in that, if he’s conspired to hide something so important to him from Her knowledge.
But this is often how it goes. Often, autogynephiles are stereotyped. Most think they are all the same: that they are perverts, predators, inverted misogynists, or just generally unwell—but this is far from the truth. Some do project a sort of inner misogyny as sometimes seen in the FemDom world. But many have a genuine love for Women and honor them. And so it’s not so smart to paint all men who enjoy seeing themselves as Women as negative: as with most things in life, there is a variety of different types, with different motives and dispositions.
Having been served by such men before, I’ve decided to open My arms to one more again. I’m looking for a male who eroticizes femininity as a part of who he is, though he is not defined by this fetish. He must have a deep love and respect for Women and wishes to enter into a Female-led relationship: with one Woman, long-term. But I’m not looking simply for a fetishist. I want to make that crystal clear. I’m not the type of Woman who offers “sessions” by the hour, nor do I ever open My door to excessive prurience. I’m not into debauchery and cuckholding/swingers type of entertainment. I’m looking for a man who will adore Me and who wants a real relationship with a Woman. He needs to be healthy of mind and body, not weighed down with narcissism. Autogynephiles can be very self-absorbed; you must be different. You must understand what mature love is and how it differs from needy love.
In short, I want a full, broadband human being, not one who sees Me as some sort of one-dimensional image before which he unloads his fetishes. Further, he is at peace with himself, not taxed by “dysphoria” or delusional notions that he is a woman. His penchant to reflect Feminine forms within himself neither invalidates nor encroaches upon his respect for Women.
Compatibility is important too— just as it is in all other types of relationships. He understands that relationships are forged in chemistry. Mutual priorities and similar likings alone are not enough to sustain a relationship, though. Centering the relationship around the man’s fetish also isn’t what I’m wanting to do. This union will be about serving Me as the true embodiment of the Feminine Divine, with the man as a worshipful adherent to Feminine joys and aesthetics. His desire to transform himself will be indulged but in service to and honor of the Female, and Myself.
What other qualities do I seek?
1. His fetishes don’t consume him.
2. He bows before Women in gratitude, recognizing them as inspiration to what propels him internally, knowing he could never be a Female, but strives to embody the Feminine in his worship, all the same.
3. He understands and accepts that fundamentally he’s still male and won’t allow the lines to blur.
4. He is older. Younger men don’t have the wisdom I seek: they are still evolving. It takes time for males to come to terms with these drives and to know how to properly manifest them.
5. He knows that being exposed and feeling vulnerable in the right hands is a difficult gift to find. He cherishes it.
6. He’ll value a relationship with the right Woman, and so he will be grateful and attentive toward making it work.
7. He enjoys traveling the world, and his career permits him to travel at least twice a year.
What I’m NOT looking for:
1. Career fetishists and casual BDSM types. I have nothing against BDSM but it attracts a fair sum of prurient hedonists more in love with acts than the essence of a deep, meaningful relationships.
2. Anyone overly sexual and preoccupied with their fantasies to the exclusion of deeper sincerity.
3. Cuckholds who are simply looking for bisexual hijinks. Again, strict focus on fetishes is not what I’m after. My dominance is real but it’s organic and is expressed how I desire. I don’t and won’t follow a man’s scripts and psycho dramatics.
If you think you have all the qualities I seek, I welcome your introductory message. Be prepared for a lengthy vet. Live between the coasts of New Jersey and New Hampshire. Please be between the ages of 38-58.
You may call Me on Niteflirt or write Me on Fetlife, if you wish — starting July 1, 2018. I may add an email to this blog to use as well.
Below are links to help males (and the Women who love them) who may want to better understand Autogynephilia.
New writing and video update: Woeful Negligence.
Among the more dubious reasons for incompetence or outright failure of an assigned task is the oft-used excuse of “forgetfulness.” Often, it’s not so much the case that it slipped the slave’s memory, if we are to be honest and frank about such things: it’s instead an easy and affordable defense. Regarding the failure at hand, My slave didn’t choose to make My wishes a priority, due to his apparent laziness and lack of care. He got a little too comfortable and familiar with Me—something that happens to some slaves when they begin taking their Mistresses for granted. All relationships take work. Each has its failings from time to time, but the bar in a Mistress and slave relationship is set exceedingly high by design. One cannot ever rest upon his laurels in this arrangement. Doing so is unwise, for the slave will most certainly pay a price for his lack of mindfulness. If getting lazy is reckless in a common egalitarian relationship: how much more so is it in Mistress and slave relationship? What should the repercussions be? I have every right to be furious at My slave for not fulfilling My commands, and so punishment came fast and hard. In My annoyance over his absolute failure to please, I start to wonder if I need to punish him like this weekly, just to clear the air on where his attentions should most precisely be. I don’t mind providing maintenance corporeal punishments, if they are productive.
How many of you have grand and/or great-grand parents? Or, how many of you have neighbors who are elderly and live alone? Did you know that the elderly suffer from social loneliness and isolation, and according to the AARP, the numbers are increasing. It’s easy to forget that elderly persons’ lives are very much static and stationary. They’re not going shopping, to the park and beach, nor are they having dinner with friends, traveling or seeing shows. Any many rarely have enough family members who visit them regularly. Have you ever stopped to consider what it’s like to not see anyone for days? Event the most reclusive, proud-to-be-a-loner person would miss seeing another human’s face after some time.
Loneliness is bad for our health in the same way that stress is. If you know an elderly person who lives alone, consider paying them a visit— a real visit, spending a few hours with them. Short, quick-stop visits (think of visiting nurses) do not count toward anything meaningful. Studies have been done that found a link between loneliness and inflammation, Altermizers, stroke, and insomnia.
Ways to help the elderly in your life or community:
Make transportation available, promote a sense of purpose, give a senior something to take care of, help them with adaptive technologies, visit and talk to neighbors and connect them with a local church or synagogue. See more here https://www.aplaceformom.com/blog/help-seniors-avoid-social-isolation-8-14-2014/
Happy Gay Pride! Come celebrate Gay Pride with My brother, his partner and Myself. We’ll be in NYC for two weeks. On June 18th, we’ll be at the LGBT Community Center’s Garden Party on Pier 84 (Hudson River Park) for the taste of New York City! I’ll be wearing a black dress with red roses. Come say “hello”. We’ll be there at 6:30 P.M.
New writing and photos update: Natural Dominance: How to find it.
New photos update: The Hunted:
New blog entry on how Insurance is very similar to a protection racket, and ways to help you resolve your claim denials.
A very Happy Mother’s Day to all Moms, Military Moms, Moms-to-be, acting-Moms, and Step-Moms across the world!
“She is the creature of life, the giver of life, and the giver of abundant love, care and protection. Such are the great qualities of a mother. The bond between a mother and her child is the only real and purest bond in the world, the only true love we can ever find in our lifetime.”
― Ama H. Vanniarachchy
New Photos update: Morning Shave!
side of absolute, unwavering obedience, one thing that I expect from any dog of Mine is his simple, raw, unconditional, unwavering, single-minded love—the smiling, dumb, empty-headed, drooling-while-erect sort of love. I teach My human canines to show Me this love, and I am a tyrant in measuring how they demonstrate it to their Mistress. Men are glorious when reduced to this simple state, unclouded by delusions of choice, of bipedal dignity, of believing they have a will and destiny separate from Mine. It’s arousing and heart warming to see a male dispense with his ego, emptying his mind and soul of the delusion of separateness from the Female who owns his flesh, so that he may live beautifully simply, uncomplicated, and in a shamelessly aroused and affectionate state. Reduced, humbled, and controlled, the male is then trained in the basic motor functions of his newfound station in life: his doghood. Watch Me as I train My mutt to walk behind Me on all fours, heel, sit, and endure the rigors of obedience training. Watch him get it right. And, watch him get it wrong. In the end, they all head to the same place: absolute, unconditional, abject slavery to Me. Just as good boys should.
(Have a nice weekend!)
Have a great weekend!
When a slave keeps forgetting a minor rule, often I make him pay Me a $100.00 stupid male fine. Doing so ensures he’s not repeating an infraction in order to garner attention from Me. Ladies, you know the type: the brat who likes to top from the bottom. I don’t have an interest in that sort of dynamic—not by a long shot! Imposing financial penalties, especially over time, helps to ensure your slave isn’t purposely causing friction. But these fines were boring Me: I had to resort to something else. We’ll see how this particular incentive works. Larger visuals in the member area.
The worship of a Mistress is a special privilege for a slave. It is an affirmation that acknowledges a slave’s bond with his Mistress and brings to light that his existence is dependent upon Her. Larger visuals in member area!
What a beautiful thing. Reminds you how much you love people. It’s impossible not to feel happy for them! Also shows you how humans are alike in many ways. :p I hope you enjoy!
Have a great weekend!
This personal post is to hopefully help the guys out there who are contemplating slavery. It is good to show all aspects of what slavery within a Female-led household entails and this post fulfills that goal. This post is a peek into an intimate exchange between Mistress and slave on how the ego can affect the harmony within the relationship. This is real slavery and as this exchange shows, communication is the number one factor that keeps Female Led Relationships thriving in the long term.
A truly decent and enlightened man is authentically submissive. He does not wear it like a fashion, but internalizes it to his very core. It becomes a deep and moving force within him that propels his thoughts and his dreams. He is not just submissive when his Mistress is watching, but contains the spirit of love, servitude, worship, obedience and respect for Her throughout every moment of his life. It prevails in him because he truly contains it. It’s not just a flashy suit he jumps into when it’s time to play.
So who has heard of Eric Clapton – pretty much anyone born in the 80’s and earlier. It was just revealed that he’s suffering from Tinnitus. 🙁 This is an awful condition—so unbearable that some people contemplate suicide. It’s incurable but it’s manageable if you learn to how to focus your attention elsewhere. It comes in varying levels. I wanted to make a quick mention of this because so many of us use ear buds nowadays. These buds are more dangerous than the ones we used in the 90’s because they are smaller and require you to rev up the volume to block out background noise. And if you’re a metal head, or any type of concert goer, use ear plugs. Tinnitus can ruin your life if you get a bad case of it. Tell all your friends to pay attention to loud music and sounds and keep those ear buds at 30%!!